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Long time no write

Now then I find that it's already been 2 months since I last wrote something here. Was I really that busy?? I suppose so.......

Peak season is somehow over. And I'm just back from a 2-week trip to Toronto and Seattle (ya.. finally) and now am in Dongguan. The trip was fabulous. The happiest thing is to meet old friends. Glad that the weather was nice and I managed to avoid the heat wave there. I took a lot of pictures and I'm glad that people find them nice! :)

People kept on asking me the same question and giving me the same reaction. The same question is "How's your 'love life' recently? Managed to find the one yet?"
My typical answer for the past couple of years: "Nothing special. Boring"
Typical reaction: "Are you having too high expectations or 'requirements'?"
Typical answer: "What makes me have the right to have such high requirements?"
Typical reaction: "Why say such thing? You're a good girl"

To be honest, I'm getting tired of this. Being good never promises anything. As time passes, the more I feel that only those who doesn't know to appreciate what they have and those who're being "bad" and selfish are the ones who ususally get what they want. Why? I suppose that people around would just get fed up of them and would just give them whatever they want to avoid "chaos". Sometimes I just wonder, should I just be indulged in my own world and "demands" and just expect to get everything I want. At least I'd get what I want.

Sometimes I just wonder, is hoping for some love is that difficult and unreasonable?
Maybe......

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posted by cc @ 00:21