隨筆

一切到此 心也倦了
戀愛一場 苦了苦了
一切到此 再沒話說
走的會走 無法留住
我盡力過 卻也鬥不過天意的微妙
困在回憶裡留戀 空有些追思
錯誤極了 我已甦醒了 過去應該要忘掉
要是重新再遇上 可會 如此
一切到此 心也倦了
等了多年 等個開始
非常凌亂 (想到昨天)
再沒話說 (也沒有淚)
可惜始終 為你停住

"怎會如此"
-張智霖-

Labels: 歌

posted by cc @ 01:34 0 Comments

我們彼此留下一個無法痊癒的傷口給對方
痛著醒來 痛著入睡
即使早已遠離當時的戰場
遺憾昨日的笑容無法出現在今天的臉上
那些模樣 歷經滄桑
寧願提醒自己 該如何學習遺忘
傷口被時間賄賂 傷口讓勇氣沉默
傷口沒收了原本屬於我藍色的天空
你還是可以溫柔 傷痛讓我去承受
傷口竟成了如今找尋你的線索

只是別忘了原本屬於你的是我

"傷口"
-張智成-

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posted by cc @ 01:13 0 Comments

Long time no write

Now then I find that it's already been 2 months since I last wrote something here. Was I really that busy?? I suppose so.......

Peak season is somehow over. And I'm just back from a 2-week trip to Toronto and Seattle (ya.. finally) and now am in Dongguan. The trip was fabulous. The happiest thing is to meet old friends. Glad that the weather was nice and I managed to avoid the heat wave there. I took a lot of pictures and I'm glad that people find them nice! :)

People kept on asking me the same question and giving me the same reaction. The same question is "How's your 'love life' recently? Managed to find the one yet?"
My typical answer for the past couple of years: "Nothing special. Boring"
Typical reaction: "Are you having too high expectations or 'requirements'?"
Typical answer: "What makes me have the right to have such high requirements?"
Typical reaction: "Why say such thing? You're a good girl"

To be honest, I'm getting tired of this. Being good never promises anything. As time passes, the more I feel that only those who doesn't know to appreciate what they have and those who're being "bad" and selfish are the ones who ususally get what they want. Why? I suppose that people around would just get fed up of them and would just give them whatever they want to avoid "chaos". Sometimes I just wonder, should I just be indulged in my own world and "demands" and just expect to get everything I want. At least I'd get what I want.

Sometimes I just wonder, is hoping for some love is that difficult and unreasonable?
Maybe......

Labels: 胡言亂語

posted by cc @ 00:21 0 Comments