隨筆

今天跟朋友們去看了"夢斷西城".

終於明白什麼是"愛是寬恕; 愛是包容". 更明白什麼是"女生外向"!!!!!!!
自己的男友殺了自己的哥哥. 之後還可以跟男友上床!!!!!!! 這是什麼一回事啊?? 如果我是她哥哥, 定會死不瞑目. 要不然就是會給氣到死不去! 哈~~~~

星期五就會去台灣囉!! 很興奮!!! 希望天氣會很好啦! :)

posted by cc @ 01:02 0 Comments

Just can't help feeling so miserable now. Extremely miserable.
No good.....

It's hard to explain the exact feeling. Disappointed; furious; anyway, it's terrible.

Now then I know how bad you wanted to quit.
When you were so excited asking me to replace you, then I know how harsh it was on you. Then I can't help feeling bad. I just feel that I've forced you to do so.

I really understand how important it was to you. Yet, I can't help feeling bad. That's why I couldn't say a word and could only keep quiet. Then, I just felt that maybe I'm "too good" and thus people around me are somehow "taking advantage" of this. People would just think that "o she won't mind, blah blah blah". Yet, I DO mind! I'm reasonable, but that doesn't mean that I don't have feelings. That doesn't mean that I'd accept whatever you do or give me.

Can't people just understand this simple fact that I also have feelings????

Maybe never.......

posted by cc @ 01:57 0 Comments

沒有任何心理準備... 卻令我發現.. 本以為已放低了的, 在很"深入"的研究和"對待"下, 原來根本放不低.

沒有傷心.
只是有點無奈.
以為自己已經很努力, 卻原來徒勞無功. 有點白費心機的感覺.

posted by cc @ 03:37 0 Comments